I want to tell my father that I love him. I do not expect him to say the words back. I just want to say them to him. It is like they get stuck in my throat though. I am afraid. Once I say it, I cannot take it back. If he does not say it back, then what? I do not want him to say it unless he means it. I guess I want him to say it and mean it.
I received this in an email from him on Monday :
... it will be 39 yrs. that I will probably never catch up on but as long as there is a breath in my body i'll never let you get away from me again ...
*tears*
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